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Oh.. I blogged!!!

2005-08-10T13:50:00.000+08:00

Its been MONTHS shince I last blogged.. Can't be bother... Would rather surf the net to see which singer has cut his/her new album.. Haa haa.. But surprisingly, I decide to blog today!! Yeh.. Why?? Coz I can't study... I feel like sitting at one corner and "solidify" myself.. Ha ha.. Juz like water freezing itself into a solid ice cube.. then can remain at that position and you still wouldn't feel bored... heh heh.. crapping...

I'm sick!!! Very sick.. Whenever I cough too hard, I feel like vomiting.. Eh not exactly.. to be more exact, I feel like burping.. haa haa.. Too much gas in my stomach.. I'm thinking of skipping sch tml.. At last... I have been like planning for this day to come for quite some time.. and I getting near to it... Not too sure also..

Thought can go out today.. With the gals to k-box and sakae.. But no news from them.. Fine.. I'm sick anyway... too sick to go out... I better rest at home... Haiz.. I'm so sick... I'm going to get my self a CERTIFICATE...... A Medical Certificate... haa haa haa...

Haiz..

2005-05-22T16:27:00.000+08:00

Humph... Starting to lose huge interest in blogging.. In fact, it has become a chore for me to blog.. Who's going to care what I blog anyway? But still, I'm going to blog.... ha haa haa.. Contradictory..

Played X-box today!! So nice.. Hee hee.. Was totally toot at first.. Coz didn't know how well to operate the stupid controller.. But practice makes perfect you know?? So had a game with my brother.. Those 2 player kind.. And Lost to him!!! Fine.. Was expecting it anyway.. I am retarded with anything that needs full concentration, or anything that involves the work of my brain.. Like studying, driving go kart etc... Ok.. I would say I have serious coordination problem.. and seriously serious navigation problem coz I just can't remember roads and directions.. Haa haa.. In short, I'm actually called stupid..

Ok.. The weather is too hot today.. No mood to do anything... having GP common test on Friday.. Hoping for the best.. But expecting the worst anyway... Good luck to me.. :)

Hi hi..

2005-05-11T18:38:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Don't feel like blogging now.. Hee hee.. Just wanna add a link here.. To all my friends out there, if you felt like playing games or what so ever, Can consider trying the games from this webbie.. NOTE: the games are not going to be easy and it will take up lots of time.. =P
http://www.milkandcookies.com/keywords/crimsonroomseries/

Sunday.. Raining..

2005-05-08T14:36:00.000+08:00

Ohh.. Its been raining since 8 this morning.. And thanks to the rain, I woke up as early as 8 today to close All my windows.. Wonderful.. Was preparing to enjoy the weather so that I can have a long deep sleep.. And guess what? The rain just splatter on the balcony window so loud that it woke me up.. My parents went to the market and my brother was... Sleeeeeepppingggg away....

Boring.. Oh and before I forgot, Happy Mothers Day and Happy birthday Yi xin.. :) Well well tomorrow is the Sea Sports carnival... Yeh... Didn't get to participate in Sports Day.. So gotta enjoy my Dragon Boating Tomorrow... I Must have a chance to Row**

Its already 8th May today... 5 more months to graduation... which means 6 more months to A-levels... Argh... 4 Sub (Incluing GP) is Never easy to handle.. Loads of tutorials are waiting for me.. Lots of Lectures notes are waiting for me to understand.. How???

2005-04-30T15:14:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Tagboard got problem.. Anyway, To Alina: Eh I took the quiz from http://quizilla.com/popular.html Its under... ??Which Of The Greek Gods Are You??

I am a...

2005-04-29T15:19:00.000+08:00

This is accurate!! Haa haa..

~ Friends? ~

2005-04-29T14:41:00.000+08:00

"You trusted that person so much.. You try to help her whenever she needs help... She pours out all her sorrow to you.. and you advise her as much as you can while you kept your worries to yourself.. And finally you told yourself that "Hey.. This is the person I shall reagrd as my forever friend".. So on and so forth... You look forward to all the gatherings that you all have coz you know its gonna be fun since you haven't met each other for a long long time.. But one day, you realise that everything you imagine it to be will vanish in that particular moment.. and poof... You started to realise that she was not the "forever friend" or rather, maybe she took you for granted.. Whatever..."

Sunday Morning

2005-04-24T11:27:00.000+08:00

Its 11.28am now... At 3pm later, I will head to Kallang for Dragon Boat training... Hmm.. hope its going to be Fun.. Hope everything goes well.. Hope we get into Finals.. Hope 04S20 be Champion.. Haa haa..

Ok.. anyway, my internet explorer is spoilt.. Can't search in some of the websites.. Must be my brother who spoilt it.. He was the last to touch the computer.. So I started to recall the "advices" I gave to Yi Xin when she told me that her Internet Explorer is spoilt... So, (After asking my brother) I told her to reformat her computer that time.. Haa haa.. Therefore, I ask my brother to reformat the com since I am 90% sure he must be the one who spoilt the internet explorer... But he refuse to do that since it takes up lots of his time and he preparing for his exams now.. and he went on to download another explorer... But its kinda user unfriendly.. To conclude, I prefer IE.. :p

Looking for Articles for our Econs "5 mins of Fame".. Boring... Haiz..

Hello!!

2005-04-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Its been quite sometime since I last updated this blog... And thanks to Hui Ying, who was the one who keep this blog active during the past 2 weeks or more.. :)

By the way, if Jasmin visits this blog, Just waana tell you that this blog is shared by Me and my friend.. Hee hee..so some of the entries here are written by her [Hui Ying].. Yup yup.. Gee.. And Thanks for visiting this blog!! :)

Alright.. Today was the last of the three days we (as a class) visit the PeaceHaven old folks home.. Ok.. we performed 2 x 8 songs today!! "Top of world" was one and "You are my Sunshine" was the other.. Didn't know that You're my Sunshine was such a sad song till today... Anyway, I personally feel that today we helped cheer up the wards quite well.. But was quite surprised to see one aunty covering her ears as we sang.. Haiz.. we didn't sing that bad right?? Haa haa.. Then I think another aunty told the girls that we went out of tune or something like that... Haa haa... Whatever the case is, today's trip was the most worthy one (Among the 3)... Coz we finally did somehing kinda meaningful for them... We did made some effort nontheless.. :) Sad to see some elderly getting so sian with whatever we do... Think they are feeling rather depressed and think they felt no meaning to life.. Anyway, saw one visitor (visiting her mother- I think) carrying the Newsest designed Louis Vuitton cherry series handbag!!! Wow.. Rich woman... No comments..

And Hui Ying!! You got to perservere.. Don't give up!!! Maybe things will turn out unexpectedly good!! :) Everyone is supporting you!!!

i'm dead serious

2005-04-04T01:29:00.000+08:00

i give up le. really!!!!!

for diana,
wish and hope that you are fine. you have a lot of friends who really love and care for you. trust me. everything can be solved. cheer up! =)

really no mood to study!!!!!!!!! my god~

2005-04-03T21:03:00.000+08:00

hey, idiot lah!!! i no mood to study. study week = holiday
hahhahahah...
get to chat with him somedays ago. erm... i'm very sure he don't like me. so i won't bother to thinking abt him liao. if it's mine, it will finally be. =)

*idiot hui ying!!!! go study lah... don't blog liao*

sushi!!!

2005-03-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

oh... diana's name is nanaju. hui xian's name is nanasen. mine is junana
hahah...
yesterday went to lib with diana and hx. erm... to study. but in the end, we went to eat buffet. haha... i thought study??? however i enjoy myself. ate sushi, chit chat, make fun of the food and blah blah blah [for more information for what i have been thought, read hx's blog ;)]
diana told someone "it's good to have meet/known you" haha... er... hummm a bit rou ma right. hahah...

first time quarelling with taxi driver!!!

2005-03-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

last saturday was quite unlucky. three of us fell and hurt ourself. bbq pit, camping area... almost everything doesn't seems to go right. wanted to take cab to meet kexin. even quarell with the driver. cause he don't want to bring me to bedok!!! fine!!! wow!!!, i was very angry. take cab also can get anrgy. this incident makes me remind of 1/1/05 after count down at downtown east with hx and diana. wanted to take cab home too. i manage to flag one. but suddenly got 2 middle-aged couple qiong to the cab. i said that i got it first. then he replied sacarsticlly (don't know how to spell) "man man deng" wow!!!!!!!! angry sia.

these while...

2005-03-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

i have been thinking abt him... thinking how to ask him... thinking how would he react... thinking how he reject me... thinking maybe we could get together... thinking thinking thinking...

last day of school?

2005-03-24T13:48:00.000+08:00

hi my dearest blog, how are you my dear friends.

many things happen this few days. not what 大事情啦！！！
on 14th Mar, had my FOM presentation. we wore red scarf (red cloth lah), then white tee shirt and put on blue/white aprons. i was very nervous luckily everything went well.
on 16th Mar, peer counselling. Secondary 2 students from selected school from the west came to SP. my role is to be ushering. hahah... early in the morning stand under the sun. wow!!! but quite fun =) then went to T1A to meet the rest. i am with terrance and penny (grp 2 facilitors). went to school of CLS, DE and SMA. gain some knowledge of the different school. at first, the students were still quite attentive. however after like 1 pt 2 hours, everyone was tired. i even slept when the lecturer was explaining to them. haiz... i so bad! but real tired loh. didn't sleep the previous night. i think SP had made a bad choice. they shouldn't ask sec2 students to come. they are too young to be interested to know what are the courses that is available in SP. i think what they are more interested to know now is whether to choose triple science or double science or combined science. when they are not interested in the talks, how would they absorb well with the many informations gained within that few hours.
on 19th Mar, i am afraid my decision will cause me to be very sad and uncomfortable. haiz... i hope i have the courage. saw him at food court today. i don't dare to even look at him. how???? haiz... nvm i will try not to like him de.
on 22th Mar, had my CRS presentation, doing on does paper qualification shape our success in life. well, okay lah. not very well done.

have a nice day=)

2005-03-17T11:03:00.000+08:00

Reply to Alina:
Phew.. Luckily the person is not me.. Ok maybe I think too much.. Then due to my pessimistic-sm, (You know), I will somehow relate bad things to myself.. Heh heh.. Ok.. Yup time will heal everything... So lets just wait for time to pass - tick tock tick tock... And hopefully, things will get really good one day... Tick tock Tick Tock...

Its Thursday.. And frankly speaking, I have done minimal things during the holidays... Anyway, just like to share this with all of you...
Read "The Present" by Spencer Johnson yesterday... Well glad that the school Library still offer these kind of inspirational books... Hee hee..

Ok.. Straight to the point. Note: If anybody is considering reading this book, please do not read any further coz I'm going to tell you a little about the story... The book metioned about the Past, Present and Future... So you get it? This Present is not about "li wu" but about "xian zai" k? hee hee.. Ok.. and its a story about how an old man taught a young boy about finding this "Present".. So one day, this young man finally realised the true meaning to the "Present" which is.... What??? Correct.. its "Xian(4) Zai(4)" haa haa... Ok.. but actually, the whole book can be summarise into these few words...

Learn from the Past

Focus on the Present

Plan for the Future

I know this may somehow sound very vague to you, but.. You know, the whole book is about these... Haa haa.. So people, nice book... Recommend recommend...

2005-03-16T13:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm to take my mind off from some troubles so that I can concentrate on what I should do, let me juz clear my mind by typing out my fan naoz...

Firstly, To Alina...
Welcome. (For thanking me on tagging on your blog) Find that your blog entries really getting chimmer and chimmer as time goes by.. Haa haa.. Eh the Latest post was too Chim that I got myself to think---- I hope the "she/ her" is not me... Is it?? I pray hard its not... Erm during the past 1 year or so, I shall say there are lots and lots of misunderstanding... I might not be what you think I have become and you are not what I thought you have changed to..Right?? This is just for some clearifications.. I MAY have changed in others point of view (I am not too sure also).. But I am still who I am when you first saw me (Believe it or not).. Only that this character might not be obviously shown out... I am not sure.. Haiz.. I could have changed without me realising it... And if my character have got anyone really sick of me, I am truely sorry... I have decided to emerse myself back to my old self IF at a point of time, I realised that I have changed for the Worse.. Ok?? Please pardon me... Give me time... and Alina, just hoping that you would be so kind enugh to give me a candid reply please.. Thank You..

Secondly, to myself...
I have did nothing during the last few days of my holidays... Is it time to buck up??? Yes.. And I hope I can take some actions..

2005-03-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

Updates... Updates.. Firstly, want to ask why Diana didn't reply me then sign out in the MSN on 15 March 2005 at around 8.45pm... haa haa... Please give me a reply by tagging on the tagboard.. Haa haa haa...

Hmm.. Sunday to Hui Xian's housewarming was rather fun... Haa... She got lots of cousins, relatives there... Lets see... Where should I start?? Oh ok... Eh we bought a Hello Kitty Lamp for Hui Xian's housewarming gift... Then her family started the lunch buffet at 11.30pm... Nice lunch I should say... Got Sea cucumber... But I enjoy the fried dumpling (with vinegar) more.. Heh heh...

At 2.00pm, We went to the theatre to Sing!! Very nice theatre.. Very cozy.. Like a mini cinema.. really.. Didn't sing much though.. Coz don't have so much time... Then Diana realised that She Love Fish Leong's "Chun Zhen" Very much... Am I right Diana?? Haa haa..

Ok.. At 3, no choice, we are to get out of the theatre.. So when to slack at Hui Xian's room.. took many photos.. Funny photos, funny shots... M18 ones.. Not sutiable for young kids.. Haa haa.. Don't think too much!! Coz its actually taken from different angles to create those fake effects..
Very funny... For a moment, I personally feel like staying there for a few hours more... Hee... But We left Hui Xian's house at around 4.30 to 5.00... I think.. and we went to Eastpoint...
Hui Ying, Diana and Li Bin played pool while Bella, Hui Shan and me went to KFC... Haa haa piggies... Went there to eat...Popcorn chicken (which is not very nice) and cheese fries...

Finally reach home at 6.45... Had a really really fun day... Super... I love these kind of "outings" Wonderful... Thanks to Hui Xian for inviting us.. And to all my friends, You are the Best!!!

2005-02-27T13:14:00.000+08:00

Its been a long long time since I blogged... Hmm.. nothing much interesting or happening occured recently or rather, maybe nothing much exciting happened...

Tomorrow got to run 2.4km and have to score a "C" so that we can be omitted from running in the subsequent weeks... Argh.... Disaster.... No stamina, legs only contain fats, not muscles... Lungs too small to breathe in enough air... surely fail... How?? No hopes... Boo hoo hoo...

Headache... Very warm weathers.. Very sian... Haa haa.. Boring life...

2005-02-08T20:21:00.000+08:00

Sad.. Didn't enjoy my reunion dinner today.. No steamboat.. Just normal normal food... haiz.. ate up the stuffs with little enjoyment.. I even told my mom that she should just buy me the chicken prosperity meal from macdonalds.. haa haa.. Then my idiotic brother is so shitty that I cried.. this is what happened...

Yeterday, he brought back my handphone from the samsung customer service centre and my mom told me that I got to pay a stupid sum of $50 for a battery... So expensive... its like 1/3 of my handphone price... Anyway, she said that my bro said that I got to charge the battery for 8 hours... However, the battery was fully charged in less than an hour (Charged it today).. So I asked my stupid bro... "I got to charge the battery for 8 hours is it?" and he nodded his stupid head.. then I told him "but its fully charged le leh..." Then he nodded his stupid stupid head again... Idiotic man.. he didn't answer my question.. he did it on purpose.. Then I was SOOOOOO pissed off that I storm to my room and cry... Cannot stand him... irritating...

I think the other reason why I cry is because this year's reunion dinner was lousy... Know whats there on the dinning table?? 1/2 chicken, 1/2 duck, some prwans, some beans and soup... Wah.. I was so dissappointed when I saw it you know.. Its like.. haiz.. depressing.. I expected more... much more.. I wanted steamboat.. But my mom say that new year will not be able to buy fresh fish and meat... Really?? Don't know... was so sad that I didn't even finish my soft drink... Normally, I would drink up 2 cups.. But today??? Bad bad bad.. So moody now.. My stupid brother locked himself up in his smelly room... my mom is washing the clothes, my dad?? Eh.. don't know what he doing... So here I am in the study room blogging... Such a unique New Year Eve... Anyway, there is no nice shows for me to watch... Everyone must be enjoying now.. I am so bored..

Anyway, read many people's blog just now.. so nice... Really... I sortta linked people from one person to another... Thats why I got to see so many people's blog.. Interesting posts to read... Very entertaining.. Very funny.. All from my dear BN... Didn't went back this year... Stucked in TP, attenting Mdm Lim's civics and maths lesson.. Yawn...

Smiled a little while kaypo-ing reading people's blog.. haa haa... Oh before I forget, yesterday's outing with my friends was nice... Laughed all the way... Funny funny... Started to think that Tampinese Mall is quite a nice place actually... Although its such a neighbourhood shopping mall, I always laughed my way home wherever I come back from that place.. Haa haa haa.. Ending off, I like to wish each and every one of you a very happy chinese new year... GONG XI FA CAI...

P.S. I cannot stand my brother!!!!!

2005-02-05T11:11:00.000+08:00

Finally... Finally see something new... and thats a whole lot of Yoru's post.... My long wait has finally reaped its result..

Tell you something very very very devestating... My handphone spoil... and I'm the one who "murdered" it... Boo... Ok this is what happen.. On wednesday, our sch has this stupid event called the Road Run.. So we are supposed to changed into our p.e attire to run right?? So I stuffed my uniform into my bag, with my skirt containing my handphone and wallet.. I jogged and walk the whole 3km.. Anyway, its stupid lah... I reached home at around 6.30 and rushd to the toilet for a bath... This is the time when disaster strike... I threw my uniform (skirt with the handphone inside my pocket) into the washing tub containing....... WATER!!!!! I didn't realised it until I was half way bathing and suddenly rememberd that my handphone is in my skirt's pocket!!!! Boom!!! My handphone spoil... end of its life... ALL my contacts are LOST... ALL... I have none of you people's contact... None.. Only mamaged to get back some... Boo hoo hoo... Lousy phone.. store contacts in the phone one.. and not sim card... Stupid water.. stupid road run.. Stupid brain.. Stupid memory...

Then somehow or other, my mother quarelled with my brother for this handphone coz he seems unwilling to help me or something like that la.. hiaz.. long story... So he is now super angry with us.. Anyway, didn't really matter much... At most see his sulky and irritating face everyday...

Oh.. tell you all one thing.. Yesterday, my principal was telling us something in the morning assembly about the road run and stuffs, about how successful it was and how nice the weather was bla bla.. then she starts to say something very very lame... super lame.. cannot stand it.. This is what she said...
"On wed, one of the student come to me and say Mrs Goh, since today's road run is so successful, why not make tomorrow a half day for the whole school? I told him... oh half day is not enough.. I'm shall give you all something better.. why not a full school day off? We shall make that day next Thursday.." "-_-
So you get the joke?? Next Thursday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY...

a long saturday (part 2)

2005-01-31T13:08:00.000+08:00

meet diana at tiong bahru around 5.30p.m. went shopping... i buy 2 shirt there from baleno. diana saw one from sense. very nice. around 35 bucks but i financially tight. therefore never buy. then went IMM. erm... this is my first time to that shopping complex. by the time we are at Jurong east MRT station, it is already 7.30p.m. le. we walk through a dark lane and suddenly diana heard something moving in the grass. diana "eeeiiirr". it was so eery. i ran and shouted. hahahaa... so mu lu. actually i think is nothing wan loh... finally reach IMM, bought another blouse from baleno. same as diana de. then we went to the night market. ate waffer hotdog. erm... not bad lah. so so so tired. on the train, i broke my necklace. so so so damn sad. but very very surprise. diana and hx bought me the similiar necklace. thanks a lot... very touched. i really treasure our friendship. okay continue... then we saw paya lebar got a mini concert. i heard it from fm933. actually wanted to go watch de. but promise diana to go shopping de. diana asked me whether wanna get down the train at paya lebar to see the concert? i thought maybe not cause it is quite late already. hahha... i flickle minded de. at eunos i change my mind to go. when we reach paya lebar station, diana suddenly wanted to kiss me!!! i was so so shocked. a auntie who walked past me, was staring at me and diana. auntie, we are not lesbian. really.
on our way to the concert, a lot of ppl is walking our opposite direction. diana, you are right man, when we reach the concert is abt to finish le loh. but manage to saw tauffik. he sang "tell me your dream". not bad lah
then on bus, we speak mixed jap = jap + eng + chi + hokkien. hahaha... in jap, wotashiwa means me... the wotashiwa sounded like (wo ta shi wo - i beated myself to death). hahaha... so funny. well really enjoy myself.

a long saturday (first part)

2005-01-31T10:41:00.000+08:00

30 th jan jap lesson and went shopping
jap is very very cheem. i really get sick of it le. i somehow hate the teacher. cause she snatch away my paper when i haven't finish my test. and she always speak half jap and half lousy eng. wow!!! how to understand. she teach very fast. i am so blur blur and blur...
diana had to go tiong bahru for flag day. erm... she did a bit lah. in the end also went shopping. hahha... aiyoyo.. i join hx and mum and her sis for lunch. ate ban mian and went home
i very very angry loh. never scoled someone like that before. well for this few days, my internet is always having lots of problem. someone introduce my mum, mr zhou (he said he works at BNSS before. i think i seen him too) he is a f***ing idiot!!!! well first time he came and charge us $50 bucks, just because my router spoilt. he re-formate my brother com too. 1 wk later, my internet connection failed again. then we called him. he repair, give him $20. that day, i can still use the internet. but next day internet connection failed again. within that few hours!!!! and he wanted to charge me $30 leh. siao!!! that's out of the question loh. we paid him so much within a week and he didn't even manage to solve the internet connection problem. and always want to charge for every visit. the worst is he clam that i spoilt the internet connection. i was so angry. i said "are you trying to insult my intelligence. although i don't know how to repair computer, i still have the basic computer skill" then i said "you are the one who didn't repair it!!!" he clamed he has master degree. then i said "ya. chine de" very angry... so i started quarelling with him. hahhahaa... i was so so shuai that time. wao lao, he still can agrue. before he left, i called diana. i shouted"diana you remember the computer repair uncle i introduced to you. he is very very lousy. next time don't ask him to repair your house computer. call the rest not to ask him too" haha.. actually the fact is i never even introduce that uncle to diana. i called her purposely to show the uncle how angry i am with his service and ran da can can wo de li hai. hahahah...

haiz... my first time

2005-01-31T10:17:00.000+08:00

27th jan talentime
meet li bin and jieying in the morning to go sp to support hx, diana and me. but i think i disappointed them. i disappointed myself too. we practice and practice but in the end, haiz... so badly done. very depressed. i alwasy thought we could do well. hx and i brought our mic alone as there are only 2 mic on stage. BUT the mic that we brought cannot be use at the hi-fi. so three share 2 mic loh. very very nervous cause we are the first grp. almost all my classmates were there. i couldn't see them. cause i didn't wore glasses...i got stage fright. saw terrrance and his classmates. i thought they were going to library. but they were here to watch!!! haiz... so sway. on the way to stage, the person said the mic got some problem and wanted us to sing louder. okay, can. no problem. but when i started singing. it was so loud!!!! my god!!! where the hell am i? my voice trembled. i wanted to rush down the stage. although i can't see the audience, i knew that they are laughing and laughing. so so sad. at that moment i knew, i can't sing.
after the "performance" we left the mic on the stage floor and rush down. i saw my friend (aik kai and jie ying(sp)) i rush to them. i really hope that there is a hole for me to hide. i can't face the crowd!!! a lot a lot of ppl leh. the whole level 1, 2 and 3 is almost full. MY GOD!!! suddenly i found something quite amazing. diana actually went to lecture. i had lecture too. but i no face to meet the rest of my class. i can't go in like that. then again suddenly i saw diana tao pao lunch. huh???!!! she still can eat after all the nervous, exciting and shocking experience. i really pei fu ta... really. diana told me someone cover his ears when i sing. i'm very sad. probably i should join any more competition liao. one experience is enough.
i am fine now. at least i can face my classmates and the student in SB. pai seh pai seh lah!!! what's wrong with that. at least i have the courage to try. diana and hx , right? jia you!!!

2005-01-31T09:30:00.000+08:00

on 23th jan, went to hx's house. for what leh, practice our talentime thingy loh. erm... diana and i were late again. bought yam cake. after breakfast, then started singing... called li bin and samatha to help us judge our singing. haha... diana thought she is super star. she hide behind the backstage curtain and flip the curtain slowly when the song starts. haha... then hx and i will be screaming and shouting. "diana, wo ai ni... diana!!!" then we started to grab her hand... hahha. later i also follow her. haha.. so funny. when hx and diana were singing, i will be the "wu nu" haha... i anyhow dance here and there. erm... not eligent at all and a bit headach leh
after that went back hx's house and cook maggie mee. haha... diana and i were the chef. not bad, quite nice. i love going hx's house, very comfortable... wanna go again. i know she don't mind de.

all those i miss out

2005-01-31T09:24:00.000+08:00

on 19th jan 2005, Poly 50!!!
well, hx fly to club room after her lesson. then we went to the poly 50 area. daniel don't allow hx and i to stay at one station. haiz... quite sad.
the race finally started. the directors ran first. erm... very funny loh. they all wear red and came to straight rows. hahah... look like ants from far. i stood at the second level, hhahaa.... in order to see my members better. when my members coming, then i shout to those at level 1. hahaha... wow, almost shi sheng...
quite enjoyable... they really put in a lot of effort to run. xing ku le.

all those i miss out

2005-01-31T09:01:00.000+08:00

yoz!!! i'm back.
on 31th dec 2004 and 1st jan 2005, went with diana and hx to downtown east to countdown. erm... quite crowded. a chinese singer (don't kn0w her name) then gee (forget the name le) and dong le huo che came. finally time for countdown. very excited. call guan hui immediately. then li bin, etc. very noisy there. hope you all get my wishes... at that point, balloons tied at the celling drop. i guess we suppose to burst the balloons bah. then haha, diana accidentally push me. i lost mt balance and fell. ouch!! so pain.. wow, what a start for new year... then we went out of the noisy and smelly tent cause ppl start smoking. we started calling our friends. erm... when the phone is answered, we just started shouting happy new year, followed by our name. quite fun... i think some were shocked to receive our call. some sounded quite funny. i think they sleeping liao bah...
spend quite some time calling and shouting...
wow!!! very very hard to hire taxi loh... i very very angry leh. when i FINALLY manage to flag a taxi, an old couple wao lao, qiong to my taxi. i said wo sian jiao dao de... then the uncle said, ni man man deng lah
WAO LAO!!!
reach hx's house. erm... around 2 bah. don't quite remember le lah. her mum is still awake. then we went to bath... sing in her room. then finally went to the living room (very pai seh to go living room, cause her mum watching tv programmes. don't wanna disturb her) then ate bread and drink hot chocolate. watch beautiful boxer. diana slept le... she very tired. saturday still have to work. so hardworking. i didn't really concentrate watching the show lah... rather tired. but i manage to know what is the whole show abt. hhaha skill sia...
hx's house really comfortable... really really enjoy myself. thanks hx, your parents, your sleeping bag, your room, your tv, your bread, your hot chocolate, your toilet, your floor, etc. hahha (you know something, i forgot to bring a lot of things leh... for example towel, bra... hahahha)
on 10th jan, we (hx, diana and i) finally got the courage to took part talentime. meet hx at food court 6 then met diana. i took the form but diana go register. hahha... she forget the take the receipt after paying the register fee. hahha... so funny.. then that jonathan came and said, your friend forgot to take the receipt. aiyoyo, diana, you very ma lu leh. hhaha...

2005-01-30T13:07:00.000+08:00

Suddenly bad mood... Very bored.. No mood.. Still got homework to do... A lot of them... Stupid.. Boring... Sian... This lousy blogspot gonna close down soon lah... Like taking up the blogspot's server space only...

I got a lot of questions to ask...

The Talent-time thingy which HY, Diana and HX joined... I read some details in HX's blog.. But I don't understand...
New Year meeting... When?? I don't know...
Should I close down this blogspot???
Where is Yoru? I know she got log in... But she didn't post...
Why is the weather so hot today... Its making me moody...
Where is everybody??? I like lost contact with them le... Still remember me???

2005-01-29T11:06:00.000+08:00

9 days since I last blog... Haa haa.. think this blogspot's going to be rusty soon...

Not much to talk really.. Except thatChinese New Year is coming!! Yea Yea.... Felt exceptionally happy this year... No sure why... My mom finally made her own pineapple tarts after waiting for like 2 years... Haa haa... She haven't completed the job yet.. till now, she has only made the pineapple fillings.. Can't wait to eat it!!!

Didn't buy new year clothes this year... I guess my family emphasize more on food la.. Haa haa... Bought food more than anything else for New Year... I want New Year candies.. you know those that you choose and weight for the price one?? I want that.. But my mother didn't buy it... Nobody want to bring me to Chinatown.. sad Sad.. Eventough there is this direct and time-saving bus called CT18 stopping at the busstop right in front of my block, the cost of $1.80 per trip is still rather expensive... So I still didn't get to visit the night market in Chinatown...

2005-01-20T16:41:00.000+08:00

Argh.. So sian... This week very monotone.... Like never move... Skip Chinese and econs lecture... Great.. Teachers are coming after us... Need explanations, Need letters, Need MCs... Bla bla.. and... I got none...

PE is very torturing... Imagine having to run 8 runs.. just to prepare for the stupid Road Run on 2 Feb... I hate this kind of events.. Its so meaningless... We doing aerobics for SPE.. Very fun... Can listen to music somemore.. Mrs Koh says we are actually learning "pilates with weights".. So its just some stretching exercises while carrying a 2.5kg weights...

Oh.. Today Jen Peng came to our school!!! Saw her.. Ah.. happy happy... Haven't seen her for a long long time..

Internet is boring when there are left with limited web sites that I can visit... Haiz..

2005-01-15T11:14:00.000+08:00

Thanks to people who had responded to my previous post... Its nothing really really big lah... But I felt really greateful to those who visit my blog regularly like Alina and Ellyn... Sorry if you name is not here but you did visit my blog...

Hmm at this very very moment, felt a bit dull... Why?? Coz I have CIP this afternoon... Flagday!!! Boo... Boring... But I got to earn enough hours you see...

Dead... I think am tooooooo pessimistic... Yesterday was phoning Hwee Ling and she told me about how worried she was that she is going to the 1st shift flagday today, that she is going to be alone... Bla Bla Bla... Haiz... I undertstand how she felt.. The exact feeling... It felt like sh*t... Haa haa...

Friends are very very very important.. Especially good ones.. They make up your life.. Right?? I'm sure everyone understands... I am glad to have good friends from Secondary and Primary schools.. Ellyn, Alina, Hui Ying, Hui Xian, Diana, Bella, Li Bin, Tian, Samantha, Enqi, Kai Ling to name a few... But talking about my present situation, Hiaz... JC life makes me quite depressed... Friends are there.. You know it.. But they are just normal friends.. Not super good ones... Anyway, its just my luck to be unable to find someone who can actually click with me... Counting down days alone is a chore.. (If u know what I mean)... Afraid of this and that is a huge chore... But I know its inevitable...

I love my family... I love the time when I listen to my crappy brother talking about funny funny things and entertaining only me when actually my whole family is there while he does the talking.. Haa haa.. Family is a treasure isn't it? A big big bao bei... Without it, Life sucks... *hugs and kisses*...

2005-01-14T15:12:00.000+08:00

Life's meaningless... Totally meaningless... Looking back at what I have done this week, I think I have achieved nothing... Since the start of the school term, All I have done is to look forward to sleep.. Ok.. I'm a pig.. Daily routines are driving me to boredom... Going to school, listening to lectures, taking naps, doing homework and sleeping are simply making me sick...

People and motivational books are continuously saying that one should keep life to the fullest... But have they ever wonder if there are actually things we can do which will make us happy but are also within our limits? My my... Many people are simply too occupied with their simple world... Their world is only filled with things that they need to see and know.. nothing beyond that... Isn't that true?? Maybe its not.. I don't know.. Students are thinking about excelling in results... adults think about wealth every single day... Its so sad.. Its really really saddening to think about that...

I envy people with dreams... People who will go all out to achieved their goals.. Somethings, I really really feel that I'm simply too cooped up with myself, with my own simple world... Take a look at things beyond your vision... And you will realised how different things are...

Natsu

2005-01-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

Ok.. Coming back to blog again... Survived the first week of school pretty well... Did nothing much coz this week we get to go for lectures and no tutorials... So days are quite slack-ful...

Took 3 topical tests this week... No hope.. Especially for Maths... Its totally disastrous... Totally eww... Heard that there would be a retest for those who fail... I am absolutely sure that one of the seats in Audi is going to be occupied by me when its time for the re-test..

Change my GP teacher... Phew... She is better than Mrs Kam... and got back my Chinese teacher.. He is a nice teacher.. full of sacarcism.. thats why class is interesting with him around... Oh.. Today nearly late for school and Yi Xin, Mei Fang and I got to like run across the dangerous road in order to enter the stupid main gate.. Haa haa..

CCA Orientation was erm... Boring... Some showed attitude when we approach them... (Whats wrong with joining Library???) However, I enjoyed the converstaion with some of the PRC Scholars... They are really friendly..

Ok.. To end off the entry, got somebody to thank... Firstly, Thanks to Ellyn... Thank You Thank You... You are the best... Next, Got to Thank Eileen and Yi Xin for the present.. Both of them wrapped the present infront of me.. Haa.. So funny... But still like to say a big Thank You to them... Ok.. Let me give these 3 people a BIG BIG Hug... *Hug Hug* and a kiss *Muack*.. Haa haa...

2005-01-01T13:22:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2004... Goodbye Channel i... Goodbye Channel U... I will miss you all... Ha.. no... I will miss Channel U (as part of Mediaworks company) more...

2004 has been considered rather eventful... With the Tsunami disaster, the merger of the two channels... The very first time I start to work (from 1 Jan 04 to The day before I got my O-level result) The very first time I got lost while looking for my classrooms and lecture theaters during the first month in school... The first time I got to change 3 classes in just 2 weeks... The first time I felt like my social circle starts to shrink extensively... The first time I got rather helpless in school... the first time I think PE lessons are not just another lesson to play and to chit chat... but 3 periods of hard work...

Well, 2004 has not been a very good year for me... Ok.. I should say Its quite bad... My most monotonous year in my life... I can rememer all my downs throughout the year... It is very scary feeling... You just feel lost everywhere you go.. Completely LOST... Except at home... Ok.. I feel like crying now.. When I began school in late March 04, everything seems foreign to me... the people, the building, the toilet.. (haa.. haa).. Then my sec sch buddies start to have their own social life... and I beacame more depressed... Come to think of it, I think I have walked pass 2004 with nothing happy to remember about... 2004 only teaches me something.. Great buddies are hard to find... and goods things don't come to you easily.. Even if you try very hard.. You definitely also need luck... Well, such depressing encounters should be thrown away into the sea... and be swept away by the Tsunami (Sorry I'm not taking it as a joke.. But I really Feel bad things should be gone forever... and don't let it pester yourself)

So I just simply hope that everything I do, No matter big or small, Shall go on quite smoothly this year 2005... Hope I can have a more eventful life in School... and I pray that everything goes well... Especially Especially my A-level results... Bless me...

Natsu

2004-12-30T15:30:00.000+08:00

Great.. I am having a flu and a stupid cough now... Well, this flu sure knows when is the right time to look for me.. Well done.. I have been hoping that I will well catch a flu last year (during school term) so I can take an mc and skip 1 to 2 days of "interesting" lessons... and now... when its a time to enjoy.. a time to countdown.. a time to prepare for the new school term... and ta da... I am sick... Hate it...

By the way, just to add on... I am bored...

Natsu

2004-12-29T15:17:00.000+08:00

Ok.. So less than one week to the end of the lovely school holidays... Great.. If I were to do some self reflection on a piece of paper, I would be happily write:
- What Have I done during the Holidays-
1. Gain Weight
2. Sleep
3. Did very very tiny tiny bits of school boring work (During the last 2 weeks)
4. Tried to go on a diet to flatten my bloated face but failed to do so
5. Watch lots of T.V programmes...
6. Caught a flu (now)

However, amazingly, I felt that I have never enjoyed a holiday so much before... Greatest holiday ever... Gain very little knowledge, but enjoyed my times watching the quite boring Channel 8 and more interesting Channel U... A pity Mediaworks is merging with Mediacorp... Imagine how life would be like if we were to go back to square one.. where Channel 8 will air extremely boring programmes such as the antique "Water Margins" (Shui Hu Zhuan) while they arrange Channel U to air some repeated programmes such as "Zhen Qing"... Haiz... My life needs more interesting Hong Kong Dramas and Japanese show... "T.V Champion" is one very good Japanese variety programme... and gosh... Think next year, channel U will scrape away that "Feng Mian Ren Wu" aired on Sunday 10am... Its a very good show... Recommend, Recommend... Tick Tock.. Tick Tock...Never mind.. when I have the financial capabilities in around 5 years time, I will sign up for cable T.V... Haa haa.. sound so distant away.. But... bo bian... So in the meantime, I shall endure all boring and interesting Television programme all together...

Anyway, before forget, My father bought this week's issue of U zhou kan... Well, I was almost.. I said almost moved to tears when I read the letter written by Helen Cheung and Quan Yi Feng... Its quite touching actually.. It feels exactly the same as graduation where friends and schoolmates have to part when one graduate from that school... And Its sad to do so... So Helen Cheung said this at the very last sentence of her letter: "treasure what you have now"... Ok.. I said this before and I understand fully what this sentence means... Anyway, life's like this.. we got to move on... can't possibily stick to the same thing for the rest of our life...What we can do is to keep memorable things in our mind (Like what I do now- remembering friends, little family, 4A, teachers, the toilet where we held singing sessions during recess... whaaaahaa).. and gain some hope that our future would be as interesting or even more interesting than before... Goodbye 2004... Welcome 2005....

Natsu

2004-12-24T13:37:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas Eve!!! Heh like to wish a very merry christmas to all my friends and family (although we don't celebrate it- but we having dinner out on Chrismas night!!! Yippee!!)
Ok.. Merry Christmas to my very dear ex-4A classmates... Especially to little family members (if u all can still remember) and rest of the girls and guys as well... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Oh and merry christmas to my primary and jc friends too... :)

Natsu

2004-12-21T16:11:00.000+08:00

Wah.. If you were to read Miss B and Miss C's blog.. you will find that everybody is hurt... 3 person are hurt.. and the cut is very very very very deep... Well, anyway, things are going on very very fine with them now.. So... I presume everything is "yu guo tian qiang" le.. Yup..

Last Saturday celebrated Diana's birthday.. So first all the huis and Diana went to k-box... and wow wow wow... They nearly sang all S.H.E's song.. Haa.. no lah.. not so serious.. but Diana actually picked 15 of them.... AT one go... That very amazing... Anyway, they are nice enough to let me move up my songs since I know nuts about S.H.E songs.. Ok.. So one of the song I sang was JJ Lin Jun Jie's Ju Li.. and when I was singing that song, a very erm... thing happen lah.. This is the story....

I sat at the end of the long sofa (which was L shaped) and sang Ju Li.. Then the others were siting at the centre... and playing with their handphones.. taking photos... So, I was All Alone singing the very pity and sad song.. then something cross my mind... I remembered the Eason Chen's K ge zhi wang MTV... If anybody can remember it, Eason was sitting at the very front centre and his friends are behind him chatting, laughing, playing... Ok.. (Back to K-box) I think at that point of time, I can film the exact MTV... Haa haa.. because the Similar scene and scenerio was taking place at that karaoke room... So funny... As I was singing, I was picturing myself in that MTV.. Haa haa.. Like living in different world ah.. Ha haa.. Anyway, I sang quite some songs and was sastified with the session nevertheless...

Natsu

2004-12-17T13:32:00.000+08:00

Eh hey... cut my hair today... Like my hairstyle.. but hate my face.. Its sooooooo plump and bloated... just wish that some plastic surgeon would take pity on my and help me perform some liposuction surgery with like.. hmm.. 50% discount??

I love holidaying... coz its so relaxing.. A pity school is about to re-open and I have not even touched on my stupid holiday homework.. I have decided not to do it... heh heh.. Hmm.. let me talk about something very very out of the topic... ok.. here goes...

If you all can still recall, and if I did not remember wrongly, at Mr Ng's wedding dinner, he and his wife stepped into the ballroom from seperated doors and later walked in together... Come to think of it, its super meaningful.. Well, at least I have a very nice explanation to that.. ok.. its my own philosophy... When you are first born... you never knew your husband or wife.. but you live in the same universe as him/her... he or she may be at one end of the earth while you, at the other end... However, fate has bought you two together... and then you got to know each other better... after that, both of you got married and enjoy the same life, sticking to each other as though both of you are one... ok.. so its the same thing.. at the wedding dinner, before the couple every meet, each of you led your own life... (so you enter the ballroom from different doors- representing different "world" of your own) ... next, you open the door and step into the ballroom... (thats when both of you started to meet and get to know each other).. After sometime of understanding, both of you got married (thats why the couples would hold on to eachother hand and walk down the aisle- repersenting that the two of you will live and share the same life together every after...) Ok.. hope you understand the meaning... Maybe I did not explain it very clearly.. Or maybe the wedding event organizer did not have that meaning when he or she asked the couple to enter from different doors... Maybe its just for effect.. BUT, I think this explanation is pretty meaningful.. and worth being remembered.. Haa haa...

Natsu

Chewy Gums

2004-12-10T13:05:00.000+08:00

Disclaimer

Firstly, Only people who have read and FULLY AGREE to my opinion of the last paragraph of my previous post are ELIGIBLE to continue reading below this line. If not...

Secondly, Natsu do not hold responsible of all the things being posted in this particular entry. That is, if there are any mistake, readers have no rights to send me to court.

Lastly, Due to the fact that Mr Maths teacher might sue me for using his full name, or that he might demand money from me for utilising his name coz it could be [Copyright], I shall use "Chewy Gum" to substitute all his name... Readers, please make do with it.. Thank You very much...

*** ONLY READERS WHO SUPPORT AND AGREE WITH ME FULLY ARE ALLOWED TO READ BEYOND THIS SENTENCE***

IF NOT....

26 Feburary 2003

Today, Chewy Gum said " In this class, only two person can make it. One is A** and the other one is W** L****. The rest... I don't know. Maybe pass can but get distinction, very hard..."

6 March 2003

Today, Chewy Gum went through our A-Maths exercise 14B and 14C with us. Ok.. This is what happened. We requested him to go trough Exercise 14C question 12 on Page 311 of the big A-Maths Textbook with us. Because of the fact that Hui Xian already went through it with her tutor, she already know the solution to the question. Well, after much struggle, Chewy Gum got the wrong answer. Hui Xian tried to re-do the question and got the exact answer as in the answer booklet.. She wanted to clarify Chewy gum's mistake and called upon him. He was very angry and went up to the board, rooted on the spot (after reading HX solution). However, he continued his lessons therafter, without commenting and correcting on his very own mistakes. Afterwhich, he said "Fine. Nobody want to help me right? Then I do it myself. Want to quarrel with me right? Fine. As if I need your help like that. Talk, Talk, Talk then later say I am wrong..."

2004-12-10T11:37:00.000+08:00

Hi.. Visited our 4A blog just now... and also spent some time visiting Say Hee's blog and saw the entries he made about our gathering bbq!!! It was such a coincidence that 4 A have classmates having Birthday in a row...
27.11 - Jie Ying
28.11 - Me
29.11- Azri
30.11 Alfiyan

Wow... I think the possibilities is like 1 in every 1000?? Heh heh... Next, finish his whole entry and realised that our 4A guys are also so passionate when it comes to friendship... Read Wei Siong's blog before too and can tell he also treasure friendship very very much...

Argh.. Miss 4A.. Miss pratically everything in BN... AND not forgetting our most wonderful teacher-- Mr CLH... (Wah.. Greatest teacher of all time) Haa haa... Remembering the days when we always think nothing of him, while me and Alina would just talk during his lessons... Anyay, its scientifically proven that he also dislike us (maybe only me lah) and His treasures are W** L**** and A**.. Haa haa... Can't bear to leave these memories behind... Its so so so funny.. P.S I still keep the diary entries which I wrote about him- I used to record it down whenever he said something hurting, insulting and stupid to us- word for word... Anyway, I also made him a peom.. Ehh... Talented hor... Haa haa.. Wow.. Whenever I mention about him, I think I can continue forever.. Anyway, I got a GREAT idea... Haa haa.. I will post all that he had said in this blog!!! Haa haa...I will type in evrything he had commented about us.. Everything which I have recorded.. Haa haa... Be back Soon...

Natsu

2004-12-08T13:13:00.000+08:00

Hmm... There is something very irritaing, very fustrating going on in this blog... A stupid thing called the "web offer" kept popping up of this thing... whats more, I cannot change my template... This is sooooo freaking irritating... Stupid blog.. Always encountering errors... Think I have tampered with the template too much... I cannot stand it.... I quit!!!! Heh... Just joking...

Natsu

2004-12-05T13:51:00.000+08:00

Sunday- 05 Dec 2004... Hmm.. Ate loh mee for breakfast.. and recieved a call from Hwee Ling at 10.35... She want to meet me to pass me something.. Oh.. She gave me a tin of mini butter cookies for my belated birthday present.. I love the tin very much... Thanks..

Last Friday had a game of badminton at Tampines Safra with Tian Tian, Kai Ling and Samantha... all my primary school friends... Had a very very fun day... was extremely sporting... We played a game of badminton from 2 to 4 pm... and went to Tampines Mall to have dinner... Samantha all along was talking about the Zouk Out party in Sentosa.. and we were joking to meet each other in the middle of the stage that day... Super Super funny... Well, the best part came during our "tour" in Isetan and Metro, in search for Tian's short pants... The very best funny thing we saw was the brand name of a children's wear.. Guess what??? The brand is called "Bo Tsui"... Haa haa haa.. all 4 of us were laughing very loudly at that name-- which compny will call themselves "Bo Tsui" which means "not good- looking"?? Anyway, shop around 77th street and Ice Lemon tea to find the most outrageous clothes we can possibly wear to the Zouk Out Party.. Haa haa.. just for fun.. Saw those netted blouse, mini mini tube which Samantha think can only cover our tummy fats... Haa haa.. Well, next we saw those lingerie with fur balls and we find it super funny... I think if the designer were to notice us, she might just kill us... Haa haa...

Oh.. and lastly, before we travel home, we went to Shop and Save to buy a can of drink to quench our thirst... Very funny... Bought a can of drink called "Young coconut juice with pulp".. All of us thought its gonna be sweet and nice... but guess what???? The drink taste horrible.. taste like "ye tang" and the pulp are not tender... they are hard... Haa haa... We laugh all the way... all the way home.. So funny... Think this is the most most funny trip to TM ever in my life...

Natsu

2004-11-30T09:44:00.000+08:00

28 November was my birthday... and amazingly, I spent the day poking satay sticks into marinated chicken wings, defrozed hotdogs and crabsticks... Haa haa... Well, Its all for our 4A lovely evening barbeque at the ever so beautiful East Coast Park...

Lets talk more about 28 November... I on my phone till 12.00, waiting for people to message me.. Oh well, no one did.. Haa haa... I off it.. and went to sleep... The next morning, I woke up at 8.15, preparing to head on to Shing Seong to purchase groceries... I on my phone again... Wow.. There are messages!!!! I was very happy... Anyway, only hy, hx and diana messaged... My phone auto shut down in the afternoon due to low battery... In the evening, more people messaged.. I was even happier... Yea finally... The most special message belongs to Shirleen... It was a very pleasant surprise.. Thank anyway to whoever (I guess its Li Bin) told her my hp number and my birthday.. Thank you.. Thank you..

Well well, lets talk about my birthday present... I recieved a bandana wrapped box containing lucky stars, 17 fabric hearts and paper... Haa haa.. I am very touched for your efforts, both spirtually and physically (for hui ying who spent a very hard time making the stars till 4pm- Thank you so much)... This is quite what I wanted... Well, I am going to be real frank... Sorry for that... I would be lying if I say I am extremely contented with the present... Yea.. no doubt this present is the most most most (x infinity) meaningful present I had and had seen...Its will be something that will remind and last me till the end of my road (this comes from the bottom of my heart)... I am pleased with it... But for the economic aspect... Ermm.. Sorry...as compared to others, its no very matchable... Well I am very sorry and I truely understand that its the thoughts that counts and let me once again emphasize that it is a VERY X INFINITY meaningful present... BUT, I appreciated all of you gals effort (especially especially Hui Yings's) for contributing fully to the production of my present and remembering that I want the card badly.. Thank you.. Thank you.. Its all your friendship that matters the MOST.. Really... I'm extremely glad for this wonderful friendship.. and I love this present nevertheless coz its something I wanted... *** Thank You very much Hui Ying for making those lucky stars... and spending a hard time tracking a meaningful present for me.. Thank You... Thanks to Diana and Li Bin for purchasing the yummy cake and attractive birthday card... Thank You... I appreciated all your effort VERY MUCH... THANKS...***

I enjoyed the barbeque fully... coz its like a mini celebration for the birthday boys and girls... This is the first time in my whole entire 17 years having so many people celebrating my birthday and singing happy birthday songs to me in the cosy East Coast Park... Thanks for that... The food was great.. the atmosphere was reaching high climax and I think our class is mixing very well and is very united... I am loving every single moment of it.. Its such a pleasure having class gathering every time...

Natsu

2004-11-23T16:40:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Where is Yoru??? Yoru where are you???? It has been a very long time since Yoru posted here... Haiz...

Hey, added some new features to the blog... Very happy with the results... The song- Reason, from autumn in my heart, another very nice song was selected because I suddenly thought of this show... Sort of like hui wei it.. Haa haa...

Guess what?? I cut my own fringe.. Haa haa.. very funny.. kind of toot coz its quite short.. But never mind. Who cares anyway??

Time passes very quickly when you are enjoying yourself.. Two weeks of holidays has passed so quickly.. and I'm enjoying every moment of it... So relaxing and you don't even feel guilty for waking up late...

Natsu

2004-11-21T11:33:00.000+08:00

Why why why... I am like a tortise trapped in a glass tank, seeing people doing things while I can only watch...

Heard that Hui Xian has moved house.. Yup no doubt to Changi Rise.. I think I have lost contact with her long long long long long long long long time ago... She promised to invite me to her house in sec 4... Well, that was in sec 4.. haa haa.. Anybody can at least give me her number and address?? So at least I know where to locate her?? Haa haa..

One more week to my Birthday... I wouldn't be surprised if nobody remembers.. Rather, I would be very touched if people remembers the exact date... heh heh...

Very well, got to end my post.. Byeeeeeeee

Natsu

2004-11-18T13:01:00.000+08:00

Went to Escape Theme Park on Monday with my Tian and Sam... My first game was the stupid Daytona.. (Ok.. don't know how to spelll).. Anyway, I lost control of the brake and all.. and I bang straight into the curb.. very very bad... Make me lose confidence... When I grow up, even if I have $$ to buy a car, I won't have the skills to drive it.. So next time, I would either have to hire a chueffer, take a bus, or walk the whole journey.. Isn't that great??

Next went to take a ride at the "rainbow"... Its a fun ride lah... where the thing will just bring you up up up.. and then down down down.. at a very fast speed... Well, played that twice.. hee hee...

The most most most memorable ride is the "panasonic" roller coaster ride... Its unlike the normal roller coaster, when it slowly bring you up and flung you down at like 10km/min, this ride just make you go left right left right.. stupid.. make my neck ache the next day... the cart just move very very fast left and right.. so the whole journey was spent gripping the handle (just in case I flung out) and protecting my neck (just in case my head flew out)... Not very fun...

Anyway, I got free admission to Escape.. chuckle... coz my birthday is in November and they have this promotion.. YEH!!! got free admission.. So good.. If not, I would think that This Theme Park is not really worth the admission ticket price of $16+...

Natsu

spac2go camp (8 to 10 nov)

2004-11-14T19:54:00.000+08:00

this camp, erm... quite enjoyable lah. know some friends there. the seniors are all so clever. one of them we call (xiao fu fu and jie mei) got almost all distinction. WOW!!! i'm afraid i will dui my face. ha... i don't think i got even one distinction.

let me tell you what this cca is abt. well, it is a counselling job - helping ppl to solve their problems like studies, relationship, financial etc. we have to promote sp too. during the JAE (after the release of 'o' level result), students will come to sp to find out more of our courses. and it our jobs to solve their doubts bla bla bla..
ha..ha.. erm, actually i'm also a bit blur on what part am i surpose to play in this cca. however i got 3 years there. i will take my time to learn and adapt to their culture. (ha... one of there culture is they love to talk cock)

have a nice holiday Natsu, i will go your house and find you!!! be ready to welcome my arrival. hee =)

Yoru

2004-11-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

Boring Boring Boring.. My life is super super boring... Nothing to play, Nowhere to go.. Sian X infinity... My routine this week is :+:+:+:+:+

Wake up at 7am
Brush my teeth
Change to school unifrom
Take bus number 8 to TPJC
Walk straight to the library
Do library duty
Go home at 5pm

Boo hoo.. You call this holiday????

Natsu

2004-11-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

Ohh.. Went to Mr Kelvin Ng's wedding yesterday from morning till late at night... Well, had fun... but little less than what I had expected.. Eh.. shaked his hand and congratulated him for 3 times... Haa haa.. repeating the same old thing.. "Congratulation" and "Thank You" again and again... funny... Ok.. lets go into detail about his celebration...

The church ceremony was pretty long.. longer than Miss Teo's??? Umm not so sure.. but there were lots of prayers and songs said and heard.. Saw his wife (actual person) for the first time.. anyway, not much to talk about.. lets get on to the dinner at Shangri la Hotel...

I had expected all the girls to sit in one table.. considering there are about 7 of us.. ok.. but what happened was.. We were seperated... boo hoo.. very bored at my table.. the stranger girl sitting beside me was always talking and talking... non-stop.. and li bin says she is always glaring at me... for??? I don't know.. maybe see me chio... haa haa

Yoru got to sit with the rest of the BN students.. so good.. Oh.. and before I forgot, there are 4 guys who are sharing the same table with us and before we even sat down for like 1 min, he started to request for a change of sit... Wanted us to change with his friends in table 20... Boy.. its not as easy as you think... haa haa.. he physco us by saying that we can face the stage if we sit at table 20.. Hello... We are not blind nor are we paralyse.. We can turn our body to face the stage whenever we like.. Haa.. he got not enough charm... so he failed his mission to bluff us into changing our sits.. If we were to change our sits, we would be Far Far Far Far away... chey who wants right??

Haa haa.. ok.. didn't reach home till 12pm.. oh.. and thanks to Alina and her father.. We got a ride to and from home.. thank you thank you... Well so thats how I spent my 6 November 2004.. Like to thank Mr Ng for inviting us and although we gave him like hongbao, his father decided to donate all to one of his association... no comments... Ok.. felt very gald and very happy to be invited but not as estatic as I have expected.. maybe its because of the seating arrangment.. ok.. I'm tooooooo paranoid.. sorry... Thanks anyway Mr Ng.. For inviting the BN gang... And hereby wish him a happy and blissful marriage...

Natsu

hey, mr ng wedding is coming

2004-11-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

hellooo... erm, a bit sian. don't feeling like studying.
well, mr ng wedding's is coming. err... a bit excited. tell you something, since young, whenever someone is getting married, i'll get so excited tt i shi mian the night before and wake up extremely early the next day. ha...also don't know why. As though i'm the one getting married?!!! i have not attend wedding dinner for many years. after so many years, i guess this time round i'll be able to sleep.
well, what are you wearing for mr ng's wedding? very very fan leh, i still don't know what to wear. haiz... i had seem what diana is wearing. erm, a bit sexy lah.
called li bin yesterday and heard that she is re-taking her english O level today. wish her good luck!!!

Yoru

thanks Natsu!!!

2004-10-31T20:50:00.000+08:00

well, i am much better now. thanks a lot. but i haven't start revision for MOB, no mood...
we will be giving mr ng, $35each for the wedding dinner and about $3 to $5 to buy present for the church. alina will be buying some couple thing bah...
i really have no idea what to wear that day!!! erm... have to fan again.
tell you something, my cousin (the one who slim down a lot and looks a bit like Ella) got boyfriend who is in university too. she told my grandma that she is going to bring him home during chinese new year.(erm, like meet the parents session. i can't wait to see him) so good... hope they get married soon. then i got hongbao!!!
honestly i'm a bit jealous.
i guess i won't have a boyfriend, i'm SO EXTREMELY fat. haiz...

Yoru...

2004-10-30T13:10:00.000+08:00

Hi.. Natsu understands Yoru's anxiety (over your camp) and your worriedness (over your econs test) pretty well... Hmm.. at this point of time, not really sure if your have gotten better... but let me maybe tell you somethings to make you feel better :>

Firstly, you should be (like what you mention) gald that you are selected to be part of the SPAC2GO CCA... I' m really glad for you... Eventough you failed to get into SPAC, you managed to be one of the selected few to enter this 2GO CCA.. Imagine those people who got into none...
Well, every corner of this world is so so so "xian shi".. They look for qualifications, grades, statues, bla bla bla.. So its the SPAC lost for not selecting YOU... Understand??? Haa haa...

Well, I fully understand your anxiety in participating in the camp... If I were you, I would also fear and get anxious over this thing and kept waiting for 8 November to come and pass... Ok.. Erm coz I am also quite pessimistic, I am very sorry that I cannot give really good advices or ethusiatic comments for you.. But maybe you can try to forget about this and first, enjoy Bella's b.day celebration, Mr Ng's wedding and going out with friends after your exams before you even start to worry over your camp... Ok?? Hee hee

Secondly, you are pretty worried over your Econs exam and it has been bothering you for the past few days right? Well well, Everytime I have this irritating feelings, I would always try my very best for the subsequent exams.. So, Whats your next exam?? MOB?? Sorry not very sure also.. But what you can do is, make this next exam a good one.. So that you can immediately get over your sadness for the previous econs exam.. ok?? Oh.. and don't worry so much anyway... Remember that econs exam you had the last time? You were all worried and anxious and all... BUT... what did you get?? You managed to pass the exam!!! So... Don't broad over too much... Do better for the other exams... :>

All the Best for your Exams and my chinese AO level Exams!!!!

Natsu

i am not good in sports

2004-10-30T10:16:00.000+08:00

bad mood yesterday and today. maybe tomorrow too. why? cause i'm rather sure that i will fail my economics paper. HAIz...
went to K box yesterday with diana, amber and jocelyn. erm... honestly i didn't really enjoy myself. cause i'm very sad about my economics. few weeks ago, i went for the SPARC and SPAC2GO interview. i prefer SPARC more. at K box, the in charge called jocelyn that she is chosen for SPARC. i was happy for her too. they never call me and i was very discourage. natsu, in poly they also judge everything by your O level result. jocelyn never went for the interview but handed in the form and O level result slip, was chosen. on my way home at bus 60, the SPAC2GO in charge called. i am chosen for SPAC2GO. erm...quite happy lah. cause i finally got a CCA. what is this CCA about? well, not really sure. ha...ha... BUT i was rather surprise to be chosen for SPAC2GO. compare to these 2 interview, the SPAR2GO was horrible. i was extremely nervous.
just check up the intranet. i need to go for a camp (8-10nov)!!! i hate camp!!! the worst is this camp involve alpha challenge: like flying fox, climb wall etc. I AM NOT GOOD IN SPORT. really feel like screaming.
that what they wrote "Many student leaders have benefited from two-day APEX (Action-packed Experiential) course, which consists of the Low Ropes (Alpha Challenge) and High Ropes (Omega Peak) challenges.
They look risky and scary as you hang, glide and swing at 6-9 metres above ground. But really, you will feel a tremendous sense of achievement and learn the importance of being dependable and responsible for the lives of your group members." oh my god, taking care of the lives of your grp members... ...when i can't even take care of myself. scary sia.z..

Yoru

2004-10-27T11:21:00.000+08:00

Chinese AO is on 5 November.. Which means there is less than two weeks left for me to study.. I have no motivation to study... and when I don't, I will not study.. haa haa.. Even if I were to force myself to stare at the book, my stupid mind will wonder offfffffffff....

Ok.. I changed the animated text (below) to "life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you'll get." Adapted from the movie Forrest Gump... Its a very very nice show.. very touching..

Got nothing to write le.. oh by the way, remember to look around this blog.. see if there is any changes!!!

Natsu

my accounting paper

2004-10-26T13:30:00.000+08:00

poly life is really different from secondary school days. some papers are even held in the evening. well just taken my accounting paper 6p.m. yesterday. erm... i never really prepare much. can't really do the theory part (MCQ) and i don't my net profit is correct too... anyway economic exam is coming. BUT WAIT. why am i online? aren't i suppose to be studying now? haiz... no mood lah!!!

ha...ha... finally saw your post. hey relax, no need to be so panic in looking for clothes for mr ng's wedding. on the 5th nov we are going out mah. we can buy on that day. ha...even though it's a bit rush. but you should know i am always a last minute person.

hey, what do you think bella would want for her birthday? well i thought of necklase. what do you think. i need so more ideas...

good luck for my exams!!!!!!

Yoru...

2004-10-24T11:51:00.000+08:00

See my mood?? I feel FAT!! Ha ha... Actually, this should not be called: Today's mood.. Rather, it should be called: "my mood forever".. Haa haa...

Yesterday when out with my mom to buy clothes for Mr Ng's wedding... First went to the albert street's This fashion... Choose for a long long time, at the same time listen to my mother's unprofessional comments... Very Fan.. So I got agitated and stop continue shopping for those stupid clothes.

Next went to Tampines Mall.. This Fashion again!!! ok... bought a skirt which I don't really like (but my mom say its better than the other skirt that I prefer..) So, bo bian.. bought it.. Is this a democratic society?? Haa haa.. Ok.. Need to look for a shirt now.. Again, my mother gave lots and lots and lots of comment-- "very ugly..." when say I like.. Haiz... See the generation gap?? So, in the end, after walking one round round TM, We bought..... Nothing again!!! Yea!! (as if)

Then my legs hurt very much.. coz of the quite high heel shoes I am wearing.. Then headed back to TM bus interchange to go home... Guess what?? With my sulky face, I saw Li Bin and her mom... No.. Li bin saw me first.. Ok.. and I cheered up a bit.. haa haa..

I need to buy clothes.. but where?? I got no $$$ and have to depend on my mom... Hence, have to listen to her ever so "professional" comments.. Sian...

Natsu

Yipee!!!

2004-10-24T01:20:00.000+08:00

Changed our blog to a brand new look again... Feel happy and accomplished.. Just finished my PW presentation slides.. but the speech??? Not Yet... Boo Hoo Hoo...

Anyway, like to thank the person (whoever he is) for designing the template.. The butterfly and all.. Its a nice template.. So I found a butterfly cusor to match with it... The result is very nice.. Gives people a feeling like--- I can fly.... Yea!! Love it....

"Give me wings.. so I can fly..." and "I am flying away".... nice phrases... very catchy too... Actually want to put Fish leong's "yan wei die" song into the blog.. But my brother say dont take the risk... Huh??? So no song.. put midi also very boring.. so must well dont put..

So once again, to state my stand.. I love my blog... Hee hee..

Natsu

went to hui xian's condo

2004-10-18T10:52:00.000+08:00

yoz... tml is the ICA for ITAB and i still know nuts abt it. hope someone can save me...

well... yesterday went to help hui xian to move house. very tiring. now my arms very pain. however it is a good experience!!! this is my first time to a condo. very excited. well, if i'm rich, i also want to stay at condo and enjoy the facilities.

hx and i went to the clubhouse office to book the bbq pit for our 4a gathering. we booked the pit already but lights will be off at 10p.m. we can only continue after 10p.m. unless we don't make so much noise... haiz...

my exams are coming. next week already leh and i still haven't start my revision. i hate mob!!!! so much to memorise...

yoru...

went to K box with my classmates

2004-10-16T14:50:00.000+08:00

yoz... natsu how are you??? promos should be finished liao bah?? well i today very very naughty, i skip all tutorial just to go K Box. we really have a lot of fun. but a bit guilty cause my mob tutor is a very nice lady. hope she doesn't get angry.
very surprise that mr ng invites us to his wedding dinner. but only 15 ppl can go. haiz... some problem arise but luckily all solved. tell you abt it next time. thanks diana!!! you are the one who settle it with mr ng.
just now hui xian sms me whether sunday free to help her move house a not. ha...ha... my dear friend, i will be there when you need help!!!

yoru...

saw my ex-colleagues

2004-10-10T13:40:00.000+08:00

yoz... what happen to my blog again? why cannot post???!!!

Today went to Bedok with my mum to hunt for shoes for presentation. finally got one. $26, erm... not very nice, just a normal black shoes.
Pocillini's promotion outside Bedok Ntuc. Saw three colleagues there. Fong zhen auntie, li fang and han si. it has been a long long time since i last saw them. time passes so quickly, exams are coming, holidays and CHRISTMAS!!! they asked me to come back and help them during my holiday. but... don't really feel like going back. that is a very tiring job. hope to find an industrial job where only work 3 to 4 days a week. ha...ha... then i will have the time for shopping, K box etc.
how are you Natsu??? how's your exam??? hope everything goes well. Mr.Ng wedding is coming. did Alina discuss with you what are we buying? i have to start saving money for his present cause i am real broke!!! spent a lot of money on formal wear...

Yoru

i miss my time

2004-10-08T06:54:00.000+08:00

yoz... long time never been to my blog already. very busy!!! exams are coming and i haven't study yet. HOW??? well very disappointed with my accounting. i don't want to get back my paper - cause sure fail. haiz...

stay over at melissa's house on monday to finish IDEA projects. erm... found melissa's parents, brothers, cakes, her house, toilets, blanket, bed, maid very good. and of course herself!!! her mum is the most hardworking tai tai and melissa is the most hardworking qian jing that i have seen. WOW!!!

had my IDEA projects on tuesday. erm... glad to say, i improve on my presentation. although it is still not good, as i am really nervous and not confident enough. i am working hard... Natsu, i know you are happy for me too right? well... thanks!

mon will be my EC proposal presentation. just finish the powerpoint slides with my group members. jun hong is a nice person. he really put in a lot of hardwork... thanks!!!

Yoru...

my mob project

2004-10-01T11:59:00.000+08:00

finally finish my mob presentation on tuesday. erm... quite happy cause there is some improvement in my presentation skill. my voice doesn't tremble ( actually i am very very nervous but i force myself to face the crowd)... but stress cause i don't think i will continue to do well next time.
slept at 12midnight on thrusday and woke up at about 3 to do ec proposal. wao lao super tired... type the proposal until 9a.m.,when to school later. miss seah, corrected some parts of my proposal and so.... i have to redo!!!! woa woa...
tml got accounting test. haven't study yet.

tell you something

2004-09-27T12:44:00.000+08:00

yoz... glad that you still have the time to go online. very tired and sian... yesterday my mob group members came to my house. i told you abt the guy who knows how to do magic right??? well at first i find it quite amazing but now SCARY... he can even read ppl's mind loh. so i was quite scared when he came to my house. i got a feeling that someone had invaded my privacy~~~scary!!! (imagine it yourself...)finally manage to finish the skit.
now doing EC proposal. my group seems to be the slowest... still discuss about the points yet and other groups are already at the powerpoint. lecturer is here...bye!!
yah, at home now 9:38p.m. already. don't feel like doing projects...later bah!!! i created the blog already. i don't know how to design so... i copy a bit of our blog!!! clever right??? don't be angry... well the website is www.our4a.blogspot.com only a few knew abt this blog so i guess not much post bah. i had the username and password at the draft. go and see...

Yoru

4A Blog??

2004-09-27T02:50:00.000+08:00

Hi.. Well actually I do not object to the idea of a 4A blog.. But actually I feel that it might be quite difficult to handle since 30+ people have to share the same blog.. and desigining the blog have to suit everyone's desire.. But other than that... erm... I support your decision to go ahead with the 4A blog.. It would be a great chance for us to link up with one another...

Haa.. know that everyone of us are striving hard for our exams and meeting our dateline.. My pw has been a mini torture for me especially when our supervising tutor have to push us to pass up our staffs on time.. without fail.. she is quite a naggy demanding lady!!! Haa.. haa..

Ok.. well coming back to our 4A blog.. Well.. Yoru.. you can start registering for the blog now lah.. then can xuan chuan to everybody about the blog.. I support you!!!

This week's midi theme is JJ Lin Jun Jie.. Hope you will like it...

Natsu

wOrk hArd!!! wo zhi chi ni!!!

2004-09-26T11:20:00.000+08:00

Yoz... finally saw your blog. i just had my economic test. ha...what you mean by "frog" and teachers and what "fish" and students? anyway, try your best lah. you know it's not going to be easy. promotion leh...

for me, quite stress but not by exams but projects. lots and lots of projects to complete and their dateline are all around the corner. i did very badly for my English. only 58marks. so i really really have to depend on my project proposal to pull me up. but i don't think i would do well either. English has always been my killer subject, the worst thing is English is very very extremely important!!!

today, after test, discuss ec project. haiz...didn't come to a conclusion yet. after that went to raffles city with diana and melissa. ate ban mian and went home...
p.s. i thought of having a bnss4A blog. where we can always stay in close contact and know how each other is doing even when we are very busy. what do you think???

Hello.. I'm back.. for a while

2004-09-26T02:40:00.000+08:00

Hello hello... Long long time never post any post le... Coz of my promos.. Haiz.. yesterday did my chinese paper.. Super difficult.. especially the comprehension.. Guess what?? The comprehension is about our eductaion minister speech about teenagers now a days lah.. But the problem is the whole compre uses "special" vocab to substitute simple words such as education, teachers and student... They use "frog" to substitute teachers, "fish" to substitute students bla bla.. haa haa.. as if we underrstand like that...

Ok.. Yah.. me too was really sad, shocked and felt very pity for Uzair to pass away at such a young age.. 17.. haven't even enjoy life yet.. That day, Hwee Ling was very very very very very shocked that Uzair passed away.. she said she saw him last week with Ronald.. and then follwing week, he can no longer be with us... Still remeber how Mrs Fong address him as "whose-air".. Wonder how the teachers felt about this incident...

Promos starts next next week.. haven't really prepared all my stuff yet... !!!stress!!! then somemore the weather was sosososososososos hot nowadays.. I must really thank the person who invented the air-con... Oh talking about Air-con.. I nearly freeze to death in the Hall when I took my chinese paper... Had to sit in the freezing cold hall for more than 3 hours... Nearly become ice... haa haa.. School very rich is it? On air-con full blast one... No need mony right??

Ok.. Me got to concentrate and concentrate le... haiz.. sian... Bye bye...

Natsu

miSSing pERson

2004-09-24T14:54:00.000+08:00

Yoz... natsu, where have you been recently? never saw your post lohz... well, my exams are coming. this saturday. haiz~
i really want to go KKKKKKKKKKKK box. REALLY!!! but REALLY no time!!! sianz... almost all projects due next week and i am still struggling. although i didn't go school today, i didn't touch any of my notes or projects. just don't have the mood to do. too tired to face all those stuff.
oh ya, i need to buy formal wear clothing cause my presentation are coming near... and i haven't write my proposal! i look so damn freaking ugly in those attire. somemore it is long sleeve wan loh. SO SO HOT and uncomfortable!!!

Yoru...

Uzair, wE wiLL reM yoU

2004-09-22T14:05:00.000+08:00

hello... never see your post this few days. very busy with your exam??? good luck to you!!!
on 20th september, at around 1015, i recieved a very shocking news. bella msg me that uzair died. i was so shocked. i couldn't believe it but bella wouldn't have lie. i know bella. she is not that wu liao and this is not a playing matter!!! my group members knew my expression; shocked. Uzair was only 17.
i went to economic lecture and saw diana. she too was dumbfounded. we couldn't believe. although i am not closed to him, he is my friend. bella said that we had to be there around 1 to 2. but i had a very important tutorial at 3. the tutor is going through exam paper and sat i will be sitting for my test. that tutor is not so nice to let me go! all my lessons ended at 7.30p.m.
i call li bin immediately when i reached home. his parents are very very sad. i remember li bin said that his mum wanted everyone of us to forgive what uzair might have done to us in the past. but really, uzair had beed a nice person. he never really did anything that upset anyone of us. li bin saw him few days ago before that incident, he was doing fine and li bin even offer her locker to let him put his stuff... li bin can see that uzair is very hardworking then and put in a lot of effort for his coming exam.
Life is so unpredictable and weak. cherish what you have now!!!

yoru

went to buy present and found something...

2004-09-19T16:41:00.000+08:00

Yoz! i went tp mall just now (sat) to buy present for amber. and accidentally saw the test tube key-chain you bought for me. hey... really really, thanks a lot!!! i know you put in a lot of hardwork, cause they don't make it immediately, have to wait a few days to claim the test tubes. thanks a lot for running here and there to buy my presents. i really appreciate your presents and most importantly your thoughts for hx and me. the test tube key-chain is not cheap too...

very very tired these few days. i feel myself so useless, cannot take pressure and stress. friday sleep abt 14 hrs. actually, once in a week, i MUST sleep at least 12 hrs. i also don't know why get tired so easily. i feel myself being drained off. haiz...

Yesterday..

2004-09-17T20:30:00.000+08:00

The sky was hazy, the air was funny and I am moody... Why?? Coz I can forsee how I would suffer when running 20 rounds ( 8 Km) for poning PE on Monday...

Well, the air yesterday brought back many many memories to me... The smell was extremely familiar.. The air that I breath in 2002, when little family celebrated Christmas at Jurong Point.. The air that I remeber in 2003, when I came home from school after new year day celebration... The air that I felt when taking those organic chem class test in Mdm Haliza's class... Why is the smell soo soo soo special?? Coz that morning was hazy and the haze must have "add some flavour" to the air...

At 4.30, 6 girls in my class was punished for poning P.E on Monday.. So suay.. got to run for 45 minutes.. However, after 6 rounds, yi xin and I stop running and walked... Finally....

Went home at 5.15 and did my PW at 9.00pm... Guess what? The stupid PW stretched till 2.30am... and I only got to sleep after that.. Haiz... super super ming ku... Then, when we pass up our report today, our wonderful Mdm Lim say can extend our deadline till Monday.. Thanks alot man... I bia until so late then now say pass up on Monday...

Natsu

myself...

2004-09-17T13:11:00.000+08:00

name: lim hui ying
age: just turn 17
place lived: jalan tenaga, singapore
schools been to: eunos primary, bedok north secondary, singapore polytechnic(currently still there)

favourite colour: green,white, black, blue, orange...
favourite number: 9 and 10
favourite brand: espirit, swatch
favourite animals: dogs, cats(erm...) (but don't dare to touch)
favourite snacks: all flavour ice-cream, dark chocolates (cause not too sweet)
favourite fruits: peach, strawberry, blueberry, watermelon, mango...
favourite drink: sourish one... erm, like lime juice. peach flavour drink
favourite food: anything as long as not those funny meat (rabbit, snail...)
favourite accessories: earring, necklase and nail art (but too lazy to paint)
favourite electronic product: TV (i luv watching drama), hi-fi, discman
i hate computer...

what i love to do? stay in my room, closed the door and ROT, (ha...ha... if you consider reading xiao shou as rot... i can read 5 in one day leh!!! ha...), sleeping (woman must rest more to reduce the chances of pimples, wrinkles... attack. erm... my sleeping hours is enough leh. but still got pimples leh. WHY?haiz..., shopping bah... not those window shopping hor... (provided when i 'm rich), i love fashiondrawing too. erm...if got money, maybe set up my own brand, singing...
favourite sport: swimming
criteria i set for my ideal bf: ha...ha... bu yao nian!!!! i still want to say:
erm, must be pleasant looking, tall, educated, tann, kind-hearted, brave, cheerful, humerous, faithful...
must be there when i need him, always support whatever i do, cheer me up whenever i feel sad, lend me a shoulder to cry, share with me all his secrets and problems, come to me whenever he needs someone to seek to, must only miss me, bring me to holidays, can only love me...
my beloved ones: parents and brother

to be continued...

Hello... Hello!!!!

2004-09-15T10:30:00.000+08:00

This week, I have decided to use all 5566 midi files.. Found a script which is very good.. can play 3 different midi... Which means, If you were to refresh our blog everytime, you will get a different song from the pervious time you visit our blog... Have fun trying!!

Ok.. to the topic now.. Erm Yoru, if you need my help for Econs, this saturday I am quite free.. You can come and look for me.. But I charge $60 per hour... Yup.. so if you consult me for 4 hours, then you have to pay me $240.. Haa haa... You msg me when you like.. then you can fly to my house downstairs...!!! Boaa haa haa.... Joking lah... This Saturday maybe morning we meet lah... ok??

By The Way, Happy Birthday To you.. Me veri veri jealous you have those hand-picked chocolates for your birthday (haa haa)... Then Although I tried my best to msg you at 12am Sharp, I am still the fifth person... Haiz... So sian... Must be the messaging service not good... not I not early ok????

Ok.. Message me when you are free... Bye Bye!!

Natsu

mY biRthDay leH...

2004-09-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

Yoz, today my birthday leh... although i recieved a lot of good wishes from my friends, i feel quite moody. WHY??? because my mother scolded me early in the morning. she never even wish me happy birthday!!! as today i started school early (8a.m.), i have to wake up extrememly early. my father also need to use the bathroom. so i need to wake up earlier than him so that he can also used the bathroom. however i was very tired. i coudn't get up and was late by my usual timing. that's why so scolded me. haiz...nowadays, i also don't know why i get sad so easily.
so today the first thing i saw myself, i was crying...
okay
diana called me at 00:00:43, very accurate. then followed by her sms. after that is melissa, say hee, diana again, amber, guan hui, hui xian, alvin, ko sing, jen peng, shi ying, yan yan, li bin and lastly bella, msg me. thanks friends!!!

Yea!!! Our Blog is ok...

2004-09-11T13:03:00.000+08:00

Goody goody... Our blog is finally working.. good good good... I have also changed the photo in our profile..finally... after 2 months, we finally have a photo belonging to both of us only!!

Yoru, if you were to see the bigger view of our photo (in this blog), you will find that there is something different with the original photo.. erm.. don't know if you are please with the "effect".. If you don't, tell me k?

By the way, need to ask you a favour.. If you have the time, mind sending me the photos we took in Marina South?? Ermm don't have to be now.. Juz send me when you have the time.. Thanks..

ok.. My week long holiday is going to end very very soon... one more day.. haiz.. sian... why does holiday always pass sooooooo quickly??

Natsu

How would you spend the last hour of ur life??

2004-09-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. So sian.. my blog cannot publish anything.. but I still want to write my post.. heh heh..
Ok.. Read hx's and Diana's blog.. and they both answered this question: How would you spend the last hour of your life.. Saw two different answers with one point in common..: They both want to take family photos.. Ok.. thats the best way to let others remember you...

Well, tonight, let me answer this question..

Firstly, I will use my first half an hour calling up all my good friends.. Think this is how I will began my call "Hello.. what are u doing now?? How's life.. ha haa.. hmm we have been friends for XX years.. so tell me frankly, what do you think of me?" Well, I'm sure I would be real surprise to hear all their replies..

30 more minutes to go... I will spent fifteen minutes going through all my photo albums, looking through all the photos I have taken for one last time. After which, I will throw away all my photos.. At this point maybe you are thinking "Why???" Haa haa... No special reasons actually.. but if I'm going to vanish on Earth one day, I really hope that my family members wouldn't miss me too much... Hate to see them suffer in sadness because of me... Hence, if I were to throw away all my photos, they will eventually forget about my looks and carry on with their lives as usual after they got over their lost (of me)...

Well, 15 more minutes to go... I will spent 5 minutes hugging my family members and saying my last goodbye... 5 minutes is enough.. Tick tock tick tock... 10 more minutes to go... I will lie on my sofa, with my favourite bolster and watch a comedy.. (maybe 完全娱乐）haa haa.. then at least I leave this world in happiness... Last 1 minute... I will close my eyes.. and wait for the time to pass slowly... and prepare for my life in another world... (This is soooo touching for me...)

Natsu

Meaningful lyrics

2004-09-09T08:30:00.000+08:00

F.I.R- Fly away~~

该拋开过去是好是坏要放得开
往梦想的路没有想象中简单我还要更勇敢
回忆就像漩涡它将我拉
走时间的钟响起我不该逗留

Fly away 不管留下了多少眼泪坚持下去的动力还在
Nothing I will be afraid
Fly away不管未来有多困难
我仍然能感觉心跳还在Nothing I will be afraid ~

a unexpected celebration

2004-09-09T05:44:00.000+08:00

Yoz... thanks a lot for your present. i love it. yesterday (7/9/04) was really an enjoyable and meaningful day. i didn't expected them to help me celebrate my birthday... very touching and happy. thank you guys!!! i love the four leaves clover.

the story begin like this: alina and bella said that they have to do their projects and couldn't join us for shopping. but they are joining us for dinner. okay...i thought all of us are watching movie together, so i was quite sad. i was late when meeting guan hui and hui xian at my bus-stop. we(hui xian, guan hui, diana and i) went to tp to find our little family and dearest friends. called bella and join her at her canteen (i think is called business park bah), saw alvin and jen peng then went to find li bin who is at the engineering block. we had lunch (western food, sp western food better!!!) at business block. saw say hee and siew har. well well we lied to siew har that we transfer from sp to tp and guan hui got kicked out of tp jc. (ha...ha...) okay, later yan yan join us with her classmates.

we left tp. we decided so long on what to do (K or Movie) and where to go. finally we went to orchard to sing K. the K-box there sucks loh... we got 5 ppl and the room is damn small. what the hack!!! and so ex... $15 leh. well, after that we went to marina south

at marina south, while walking to the bus-stop, there were ppl there giving out leftlets to promoted their steamboat restaurants. tt uncle attitude was very bad and so we went to another one which is cheaper by one dollar. (their place got very little variety of food to choose from) actually we don't mind paying more but the uncle attitude was real bad. this shows that staff must always be polite, in order to attract customers (ha...ha...i business sch wan leh). we(li bin, hui xian, guan hui, diana, ellyn, daphne) went there first cause the rest got something on (like alina and bella, lied to me that they doing projects actually buying presents).

when all of them reach there, i saw alina holding on to breaktalk cake. i didn't thought that was for birthday celebration. i thought she help her mum buy tml breakfast. then suprise suprise... they(bella, alina, li bin, diana, guan hui, carol and hui shan) celebbrate our(ellyn, daphne, hui xian and me) birthday together. very very touching right??? ha... i got a four leave clover from them.

after our dinner, we took photo!!! ha...ha... they have fun of diana by trying to pull her shirt up and it was captured down. (ha...ha... diana, are you reading my blog??? erm... just wanna write mah) we took group photo and everyone was very happy. thank you guys!!! friends forever!!!

Yoru...

i love it too...

2004-09-07T01:11:00.000+08:00

Yoz... well done!!! very very nice, a new image. so how's day??? long time never see you liao... you miss me a lot right??? must be!!! give you a muack!!! 40 minutes more i will be meeting you. so no need to be so so eager to see me.. ha...ha...
well later go to meet i still on my computer. not for games but projects!!! wao lao!!! headache leh... i'm quite confused, don't know whether am i on the right track. tian ah... jiu jiu wo bah!!!

see you later;)

yoru

I Love My Blog

2004-09-05T17:06:00.000+08:00

I love love love my blog... After 2.5hours, I finally managed to change our blog with a completely, completely, new image.. I love it... Its Blue.. No more black.. However, feel that the background and all is more suitable during winter.. because of the snow and the all...

Anway, I like it very much... Feel very very happy and contented now...feel a sense of achievement yet another time... YEH!!!!!

So Yoru, what do you think of our blog?

Natsu

i hate guys who are late... i don't have so much time.

2004-09-05T01:56:00.000+08:00

yoz! holiday coming. but this year, the holiday don't seems to be like a holiday. cause got so so so many projects to do... projects are killing me. haiz... i am now waiting for my group members to come. very frastruated now. i got a lot of things to do but time is so limited. i haven't even buy birthday present for my cousin. 21st birthday leh... she is not celebrating cause got a lot of school work and exam... you see school work again... singapore education system is realli killing us. well... he said meet 10 am at dover. i preparing to go out, he msg and said meet 1030 instead. wao lao... i want to go out already leh... he thought where i stay?? beside sp...
so so i come myself. i reach dover at about 945 and i headed to the library myself and there now i typing my blog. but now is already 1053. where the hack are they??? i thought they meeting 1030 then why haven't they here yet? don't tell me they crawl here???? very very angry... but must bao chi xing xiang... (are you thinking that i don't even have xing xiang???) ha...ha...

natsu, are your gp members like that???? haiz...

is it true???

2004-09-04T04:21:00.000+08:00

yoz... yoz, tuesday meet 11 at the bus stop can? we go tp first... then shopping. well, tell you a story... once there was a boy, named XXX he was borned in a family where parents don't want him. his parents divorced and he lived with his mother. because his dad don't want him and his mum wants him beacuse of the shan yang fei... although he lives with his mum, he did not recieve any mother love at all... this is a very long long story... very sad story. but he manage to live well and grow well by himself. for all these years, he is looking for chances to fly, to leave this "home". well... you might say how could parents don't love their children??? i don't know but this story is true.
i ask "you hate your parents?"
"yes!" he exclaimed.
"would you take care of them when they are old and sick?"
"NO!!! they have no reasons for me to do so"
how sad...
and now, his mum asked him to leave the house to live eles where. where can he go??? he is just 15...
WHY? is it his fault? or he is just born at the wrong place and time??????

Yoru...

Four leaf clover poem

2004-09-03T08:28:00.000+08:00

Four-leaf Clover Poem
Author: Ella Higginson

I know a place where the sun is like gold

and the cherries bloom forth in the snow;

And down underneath is the loveliest place,

Where the four-leaf clovers grow.

One leaf is for FAITH,And one is for HOPE,

And one is for LOVE you know;

And GOD put another in for LUCK:

If you search you will find where they grow.

But you must have FAITH,

And you must have HOPE,

You must LOVE and be strong and so...

If you work and you wait,You will find the place

Where the FOUR-LEAF CLOVERS grow!

Today...

2004-09-03T08:17:00.000+08:00

Well well... today, my pw teacher met up with our group to discuss about our report.. Guess what? She didn't say the report was good. Neither did she say the report was bad. Ha ha... hey.. This draft 2 is me and eileen do one leh.. Girls power!!! haa haa.. Girls are better than boys?? Of course!! Feel a sense of achievement..

Hmm.. now is 5.08pm.. haven't bathe yet.. (eee... chou chou.. haa haa) using my brother's computer to type this post out.. then found that his keyboard very nice to use.. so must cheng ji type more..

One more day and I can enjoy my one short week holiday.. but still need to go back to school.. haiz.. sian..erm.. actually me got nothing to write le.. but don't know why want to write more and more.. maybe because my brother's keyboard very nice to use..

Lets see.. let me tell you what four leaf clover represents ba.. (you remember the leaf I told you?)

One leaf is for HOPE... The second for FAITH...
The third for LOVE... And the fourth for LUCK!

Its soooooo meaningful.. If I ever chance upon a four leaf clover one day, I well treasure it for the rest of my life..

Natsu

hi... long time no see

2004-09-02T14:21:00.000+08:00

yoz... so long haven't see each other liao. yesterday went to mavis with bella, li bin, diana, alina and yingying. mavis got fish tank got lobster, new fishes...the most fancinated thing is got frog!!! i was so so suprise. ha...ha...like never see frog before... then, we went to mac to eat. really enjoy ourselves. so so fun... miss 4A and the rest very much... tueday go out okay???
i will of course want to go and add in the lyrics. but i will be very very busy this few weeks... rushing for projects. or let's meet a day someday bah...
let me tell you something --- 4A miss you...

yoru...

??

2004-09-01T12:12:00.000+08:00

Starting to think.. if I so xiang nian people... yet people don't xiang nian me.. is it worth it?? Of course no lah.. So from today onwards.. I decide to foget about it... to make my life happier..
Will someone ever remember me forever??

Natsu

I need your help

2004-09-01T11:13:00.000+08:00

haiz... why is my computer sooooooo slow today??? Sian.. Sooooo Sssssl.....ooo...wwww....

Anyway, back to the topic.. haa haa.. I need a lyricist urgently.. ermm actually not very urgent also lah.. But Yoru, I need your help.. I have composed a song (only the melody) but just can't think of lyrics no matter how hard I stare at the paper.. Hence, I need your help..

Are you free this week?? Then we can meet downstairs and discuss the song?? If you don't feel like tian ci also never mind.. Just tell me frankly.. But if you don't mind adding lyrics to the melody, then see when you and I free then we can discuss.. haa haa.. Two minds can think faster than one!!!

ok? ok.. So pls reply me if you don't mind "tian-ing ci" for the song.. (P.s. if you don't want, tell me ok? I won't get angry... will only get very angry.. haa haa.. no lah.. just joking..) ok.. so hope we can he zuo yu kuai.. (if you want) :)

Natsu

HaPpY TeaCheRs DaY!!!!

2004-08-31T14:19:00.000+08:00

Today is teachers day celebration... the most sian celebration beside racial harmony day celebration in my school.. So.. today, all the gals in my class skipped school to visit their secondary school teachers... As for me, I stay at home and sleep and to watch TV.. (especially 完全娱乐) coz like nobody want to go back to sec sch...

Well actually I should have lots and lots of things to do... but.. I don't know where to start.. maybe too much things liao..

Feel like redecorating our blog.. Change everything.. but this takes time. so decide to do that later.. maybe during the holidays.. then our blog will say "Under renovation" haa haa... no such things.. hmmm.. what am I talking about??

Today skip school, tomorrow no school... then two more days of school then no school for a week again.. YEH!!!! I love holidays!!! I love holidays!!! muack..

Nothing much to say le.. Anyay, All the bsest for your presentation Yoru..

Natsu

you must know how i feel... i know you do. Right???

2004-08-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

Yoz... how's day??? got any boyfriend?? ha... well did you check on mr ng's girlfriend? i wanted to but no time. i check all his friendster's friends liao leh but still can't find. haiz... i intend to fo geylang methodist's sec website to check... if you happen to saw yan yan online, can help me ask whether she got any more information... VERY DISAPPOINTED with him...

i now having computer lesson. very very sian and cold... haiz... later very scared leh, going to do presentation. veryyyyy veryyyy scared. i hope you know how i feel... i'm afraid that my voice will tremble. pls pray for me...

Yoru

Cheer Up Yoru..

2004-08-28T13:00:00.000+08:00

hi Yoru...
hermm... sorry I didn't reply your messages recently.. Well I came to visit our blog frequently.. but I am too busy to write long long letters.. so sorry...

Well know you are quite moody these few days.. ermm how should cheer you up?? Sing a song for you? tell you a joke?? hermm don't think all these will work.. so I decided to say something to encourage you. :)

I know your feelings right now.. knew you are quite upset for not doing well for your interview... Me felt the same way when I get into the committee.. (I'm sure you know it too).. But I can assure you one thing.. you will get over it real soon.. Trust me. your moodiness will subside maybe tomorrow? when you wake up an start a brand new day?? haa haa.. Believe me :P

Hey.. why you write "hate people who say wat love me then not love me thing" ah?? Ermmm did people say that to you? Are you pissed with someone or what? I can help you kick that person.. don't worry haa haa..

Ok... contiuing my grandma story in the next post...

Natsu

hi...a bit bo liao

2004-08-27T14:39:00.000+08:00

You like your age?
have anyone thought of that?
: i did, when being restrict...
Is 17 too young to do anything?
: yes!!! but i love myself
Do you hope for someone?
: yes!!! But don't know who
A boyfriend?
: More than that.
Boyfriend and Girlfriend. Who's better?
: girlfriend...guys are not loyal.
would you agree to a proposal?
: i will if i can
anyone?
: someone i can depend on
what do you hope for others to do for you?
: i want their heart...apprecitation and thoughts
selfish gal...
: really? am i? scarcity bah... (ha...)
what you want to achieve?
: build my happy family
ambitious?
: i can be very...
what?
: good grades, a good job, entrepreneur, successful business, car, houses, handsome and clever husband, happy family
: but is that what i really want?

yoru...

dead

2004-08-27T14:08:00.000+08:00

yoz... never see online for quite sometime. wonder what you are doing. preparing for your promotion exam??? Must be!!!
i'm dead. tomorrow statistics exam and i haven't even start revising. haiz... lazy again.

yoru...

the interview

2004-08-24T10:14:00.000+08:00

how??? i can't go without a CCA leh... that stupid interview, made my mood so moody tt day. idiot loh... i am the first to ans, haven't clam down yet. very nervous... all my lousy and broken english... sian!!!! natsu, i hope you can understand how i feel.

yoru...

my dear friend, hui xian's grandma

2004-08-24T08:18:00.000+08:00

hiiii... so long never come to my blog liao. Busy attending lessons, preparing tests and ha...ha... day-dreaming. Saturday (21/8) is an important day to remember. Thursday, i knew from diana that hui xian's grandma died. i was very shocked and upset. Wednesday at our main library before the briefing, i ask hx how is her grandma doing, she told me that she is not in hospital anymore and is now in nursing home. but... hiaz... life is so unpredicited. the next day, she died.

went to attend the wake with diana. call hx, to ask her where the place is (trying to act blur cause i don't want to let her know that diana and i are going and when we suddenly appear, she would feel very touched and maybe could cheer her up a bit haiz... i am not good in acting. once i ask her where the place is, she knew i'm coming) aiyoyo, had a hard time finding the place. but luckily we ask one auntie and manage to get there without getting lost.

Anyway when diana and i reached there, we don't dare to go in.... strange right??? then we sat at the bench next block and eat ice-cream (diana's treat). we then wonder a lot.... will hx's relative felt that we very mei ta mei xiao?? or would they though that we are very rude?? because honestly this is not a place where i "kids" should go. but... diana and i went because hx is our friend. finally, we manage to go in. i saw her mum, as gentle as usual. hx told me her grandma's history. very sad.... she had been so xin ku for her whole life... aiyoyoyo.... the whole plate of peanuts is all i eat wan loh. (ha...ha... diana jian fei) then we took the red string and went home.

when reach home, i use the leaves that diana gave me to clean myself. erm... i very blur wan loh. the water left should wash the area i just walk. (i think to wash away any bad luck bah...) instead i go and pour it into the drain hole... (hai yi, don't know how to explain)

yoru...

2004-08-22T13:27:00.000+08:00

Hi hi... It has been one week since any new post have been posted on this blog... Herm... actually I got nothing much to say lah... this whole week have been nomal... very normal... haa haa...

Anyway, Yoru told me on friday that Hui Xian's grandma passed away... We are both very sad to hear that... I sincerely wish that Hui Xian and her family are coping well...

Oh yah... erm.. Yoru, want to go back to BN on teacher's day? Hope all of us can make it.. then we can meet AgAIn!!!

Ok ok.. Nothing much to say le.. Yoru, pls post your thoughts whenever you are free k? ok.. Good Nite!!!!

Natsu

JC 1 CIP Day...

2004-08-15T13:00:00.000+08:00

Today, TP held their JC 1 CIP day.. Erm.. Our class did a fishing game stall... Well basically, all you have to do is hook up the styrofoam shapes from the basin of water... Very easy to win prizes.. No wonder so many children want to play and play again juz to get more prizes.. (herm.. So tan xin- haa haa..)

Just now went to Diana's blog: www.snowycool.blogspot.com and read her posts (August one)... But hor I got one thing I really need to comment.. She worte too many "Hee hee" and "haa haa" in her post le.. Like every sentence also have.. (Diana, if you are reading this post right now, I hope you wouln't mind my comments although it might be too straight forward) Sorry ah...

Ok.. Know that Hui Ying's & Hui Xian's Birthday coming soon... One more month.. I guess I wouldn't have time to celebrate for both of you on the actual day.. So sorry.. but I will think of really nice presents for both of you.. Maybe give you at the end of the year...

Ok.. Its time I study for my Promos... Good nite... Muack...

Natsu

LiFe Is SO UnPerdiCtaBle

2004-08-15T10:08:00.000+08:00

Haiz...i am going to fail my CA!!! how??? too long never take exam liao and i felt that the environment there is so tense up, very stress. Strange thing is i am not stress before the test. it's during the paper tt i felt so stress up. Suddenly cannot remember things!!! sian lohz...
After CA, went out with Diana, Melissa, Amber and li zhen.have lunch and some window shopping. Ha...ha... i got two friends who love ban mian too, Melissa especially. she can eat that everyday without getting sick of it!!! IMPREESSED. Melissa's dad franchise sell very nice chicken wings. bu ji bu jue de ate three. haiz...i thought i want to jian fei??!!
actually thought of going to Orchard. but the MRT service down. We are TRAP!!! i was puzzled. wondering what happen. just then a man say " you si ren" and my friend also said that her friend said a 10 years old girl jump down. i was shocked. life is so unpredictable. we were enjoying ourselves in the mall and such terrible thing happen outside. after watching the news then i know tt a accident happen, a man was knocked down and the train was down for around 46 minutes. so my friend lied abt the girl lah... haiz... wo liao
i was so scared tt i didn't take train. so i took 61 from bukit batdok to my house. wo lao 1.5hrs leh. so long... but quite enjoyable lah. diana and i like mad wan loh. she always molest me, pull my shirt!!! ha...ha... then i started to punch her again. aiyoyo, she so scared of pian. After i punch her, she would just start laughing, non stop. so so funny.
hey... my birthday coming le leh. one more month hor...

yoru...

WinniE The PooH

2004-08-14T18:48:00.001+08:00

Just found this in the winnie the pooh website...
Herm... find it very meaningful.. so just like to share it.. Enjoy!!!

"Pooh, promise you won't forget about me, ever.

Not even when I'm a hundred."

Pooh thought for a little while.

"How old shall I be then?"

"Ninety-nine."

Pooh nodded.

"I promise," he said.

aRe YoU fREe?

2004-08-14T03:45:00.000+08:00

Yoz... tml CA!!! Very sian lohz... time passes so quickly, this is the week 6 since sch starts. No confidence at all. Actually i thought of studying after sch today. BUT BUT that idiot teacher wants us to stay back for economis tutorial and the worst is it starts at 4 !!!!!!!!!! My lesson ends at 1 leh. waaa....waaa..... i don't want. i now statistics lab tutorial. very very sian... somemore i very hungry. no strength.... can go your house sat or sun to return you things?

yoru...

i will be with you...

2004-08-14T03:27:00.000+08:00

Yoz...honestly i am very glad that you miss us so much. This shows that you truely believe and treasure your friendship. I understands this feeling, very much... Surprisingly, i don't really miss BNSS. I won't think abt our classroom, the toiltes tt we frequent, the canteen, the music room, the ava room or any other rooms. Because it is just a place. It is the ppl, the feeling tt we have which makes those places meaningful. Right? However so sad, "Time is God's way to keep everything from happening at once" so let's keep this happy memory forever.

A Friend That's Always There
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you
And share with you it's beauty on the days you're feeling blue
If I could build a mountain you could call your very own
A place to find serenity A place to be alone...........
If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea
But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me
I cannot build a mountain or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be what I know best A friend that's always there.

It's very hard for me to forget you, so you can fang xin. (ha...ha...) I still want you to be my MC for my wedding leh. Erm...i know you remember!!! Saw hui xian blog just now. Not bad, nice design. I didn't know tt her grandma is in hospital. wonder how is it. very happy to meet her in sch, always with her friends, never got much time to have a nice chat with her. Haiz...anyway i believe there's chance cause we join the same CCA. for the changi youth, haven't hand in the application form yet. haiz..haven't got much time. hope the 3 of us hx, d and i can be in the same cca.

yoru...

Kouyuu_yume

Oh.. I blogged!!!

Haiz..

Hi hi..

Sunday.. Raining..

I am a...

*~ Friends? ~*

Sunday Morning

Hello!!

i'm dead serious

really no mood to study!!!!!!!!! my god~

sushi!!!

first time quarelling with taxi driver!!!

these while...

last day of school?

a long saturday (part 2)

a long saturday (first part)

haiz... my first time

all those i miss out

all those i miss out

Chewy Gums

spac2go camp (8 to 10 nov)

hey, mr ng wedding is coming

thanks Natsu!!!

i am not good in sports

my accounting paper

Yipee!!!

went to hui xian's condo

went to K box with my classmates

saw my ex-colleagues

i miss my time

my mob project

tell you something

4A Blog??

wOrk hArd!!! wo zhi chi ni!!!

Hello.. I'm back.. for a while

miSSing pERson

Uzair, wE wiLL reM yoU

went to buy present and found something...

Yesterday..

myself...

Hello... Hello!!!!

mY biRthDay leH...

Yea!!! Our Blog is ok...

How would you spend the last hour of ur life??

Meaningful lyrics

a unexpected celebration

i love it too...

I Love My Blog

i hate guys who are late... i don't have so much time.

is it true???

Four leaf clover poem

Today...

hi... long time no see

??

I need your help

HaPpY TeaCheRs DaY!!!!

you must know how i feel... i know you do. Right???

Cheer Up Yoru..

hi...a bit bo liao

dead

the interview

my dear friend, hui xian's grandma

JC 1 CIP Day...

LiFe Is SO UnPerdiCtaBle

WinniE The PooH

aRe YoU fREe?

i will be with you...

~ Friends? ~